So wow, I have alot to catch up on. It's been 129 days since my husband deployed. And yes, I just said husband. We got married on April 22nd. It was the most amazing day of my life.
I have to admit, the first time he left was hard and took about a month to get use to him not being here. This time was so much harder. I didn't want to say goodbye. I didn't want to have to sleep in our bed without him next to me. But I know that I had to and that regardless of how many times I suggested we fly to Mexico, that he has a duty to our country to keep all of us safe and I have a duty to him to stand by his side no matter what and to be there for him in every way possible.
I can't express how much I love him. He makes me so incredibly happy. He truly is my everything and I never want to lose him or lose this feeling. I love you baby! Stay Safe!!
AAF, NMW, TT&T!